Yesterday we went to the Pennsylvania Renaissance Faire. It's become a yearly tradition in our household. I love the food, the shows and the overall atmosphere. But this year, even though I had a great time with Ryan and Mariah, I couldn't help but think about how I should be pushing Evangeline in her stroller... She will never get to experience this fun family tradition with us.
She didn't get to have any memories with us, and the only memories we have with her are cradling her lifeless body while still in shock.
I don't think that part will ever get any easier.